maybe i'm not for this?

but who really knows?

all i know is the the voices in my head are screaming at me again. and the silence in the room in screaming back.

i need music on the move. i need to take photos again. i need, i need, i need...

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On my second week of foundation training. Product training is next week. Well, providing that they won't text me to say that I won't need to attend product training because I didn't pass foundation training.

I'm not saying that I'll fail on Friday. I'll give it my damndest good try. I rather like my batchmates (almost all of them veterans already from other call centers) and the account. It's just the calls that are making me nervous. I know, I know. We haven't been given the account specifics yet. And we're just in the training phase. I just hope these fears vanish soon.

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What's getting me through all this? Shiina Ringo, Olivia, DAI and Tori Amos songs and lyrics ringing inside my head. I NEED AN MP3 PLAYER T___T AND CAMERA...