;_;

... maybe it's the vodka during the PEN meeting, I don't know.

Being surrounded by that many bona-fide writers just... *sighs* I guess it just got to me and frustrated me to no end (...but Solidaridad was such a nice bookstore. And what books too~) And being in the middle of the MIBF flurry doesn't help at all, no. My muthafriggin' computer's monitor fizzing out on me (or maybe the video card on the motherboard, which makes things thrice damned) in a crucial time like this just... aaaaaaaaaaargh!!! If you're wondering, I'm actually in my neighbor's house typing this. I'm desperate, and (thankfully) he's a nightowl.

I want to curl up inside myself for some time. Maybe I will after Sept. 2. I'll put the "Don't Disturb" sign at the door and hibernate until... *shrugs*

Read. Write. Live. That was F. Sionil Jose's advice for young writers. I'm no writer, but I'm sure losing on all three points...

... pucha. Ii-iyak ko na lang 'to pag-uwi ko ng bahay, tapos matutulog. ;_;

another ;_;

Just leaving a note to say that I won't be able to use the computer or go online very much this week. I'm going to figure out what the heck's happening with my computer (it's only 4 years old). My sister has a laptop, but she's using it, so I might not even get the chance to use it.

FOR MIBF CONCERNS, PLEASE TEXT ME. I have a print-out of the excel file for the volunteer matrix, so that's that. I'm still trying to copy all relevant files from my computer and burning them to a disc. aaargh.

Suffice to say, I won't be going online much this week. Or next, come to think of it... ugh.




But thank you for the birthday greetings. And thank you, Mia and Ruby ^__^